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Calm hands write a letter with a fountain pen in the morning light, tea and wild flowers beside them.

XIII · The letter

I’m only writing this once. To you.

You’ve made it this far.

Through the mirror. Through the back of the pack. Through the capsules, the strings and the shadow on the wall. Through the door.

Very few people do that. Most scroll, nod and go shopping like always. Not you.

I want to tell you why this site exists.

Not because I know everything. But because for too long I believed that others knew it for me. The packaging. The seal. The doctor who says everything’s fine. For years I let myself be led by the hand, and that hand led me nowhere.

At some point I started turning things over myself. Packs. Tubs. Package leaflets. Commercial registers. And the more I turned over, the clearer it became: Nobody lied to me. It’s just that nobody told me the whole truth. Because nobody was responsible for it.

So now I am.

Not as a healer. Not as a guru. I’m not selling you anything, I don’t earn from any brand on this site, and I don’t want you to simply believe me.

I want you to start looking for yourself.

It’s uncomfortable. It takes time. You’ll stand at the till and get annoyed. You’ll stop buying things you’ve bought for years. And sometimes you’ll find out you were wrong. Same for me. That’s why this site also says where I was wrong.

But that feeling, the first time you turn a pack over and know exactly what you’re holding: nobody can take that away from you.

You’re not stupid. You’re not too sensitive. And you’re not alone with this.

You just hadn’t finished searching yet.

Don’t believe me either. Check everything.

Yours, Jonika

I’m still digging. About once a month I write down what I’ve found — with date and source, just like here. No advertising junk. No three emails a week. And one click and you’re out again.

Write to me: frequency.core@proton.me

Just write “Liste” (list) — and I’ll send you the overview: who owns which brand, sorted by corporation, with years. You won’t find it laid out like that anywhere online.

I’m still building the proper mailing list. Until it’s up, this runs by hand — I’ll answer you personally. I won’t use your address for anything else and won’t pass it on to anyone. If you like, I’ll let you know as soon as the mailing list is ready. More on this in the privacy policy.